Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Birthday Greetings

Let me tell you a secret. I am very easy to please. I am a very appreciative person that’s why I can be happy and thankful at even the littlest of things other people do for me. Yesterday, I was very happy to see that a lot of my friends took the time to post birthday greetings on my Facebook wall.
Simpleng birthday greetings pa lang ‘yun ha. Imagine how I felt when I saw hubby’s birthday message for me:

I was teary-eyed because I was so touched. I felt very loved and appreciated. Thank you, hubby. Sabi ko nga sa reply ko, “I was born for you. I love you, baby. I always will. I look forward to many more birthdays to spend with you and our kids.”

Thursday, July 19, 2012

Kung...

Kung ibebenta ang utak ko, malamang sa murang halaga lang... kasi sa araw-araw na pag-a-analyze ng data, gamit na gamit, mga atey. Hindi kagaya ng iba dyan, good as new! Har!

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Before You Officially Become A Pre-schooler


My Dearest Mako,

How time flies! Parang kelan lang, I was still breastfeeding you. It seems like yesterday when I would pump every three hours or so at the office so I can bring home breastmilk for you. It seems like yesterday when Daddy and I would teach you basic things like close-open and where's the light. Parang kelan lang, anak, beybing-baby ka pa. 

Now, look at you. You're Mommy's little boy now. Tomorrow, you will take your entrance exam. This June, you will start pre-school. Ambilis, anak. Mommy has mixed emotions.

I am a little sad because you are growing up really fast. Baka hindi ko mamalayan, may girlfriend ka na. Haha. OA si Mommy. But seriously, when I look at you and your Kuyas, I can't help but wish that somehow, Daddy and I have provided well for you... given you a comfortable life and happy childhood. Daddy and I love you and your kuyas very much and we will do our best to give you a bright future.

I am also excited because you will be starting a new phase in your life. I know you are very smart like your kuyas. I know you will also do well in school. I also look forward to seeing you meet new friends in school. Don't worry, anak, Daddy and Mommy will always be here for you. Tingin ka lang sa likod, nandyan kami ni Daddy... always supporting you and ready to help you.

Pero bago 'yan, galingan mo muna sa entrance exam bukas ha? Haha! 'Wag mahiya at matakot. I know the exam will be very easy for you because Mommy already taught you things hanggang pang-Preparatory level. Hahaha. Ang pinakabalakid na lang natin ay ang pagiging sobrang mahiyain mo. But I know that eventually you'll warm up and enjoy going to school and being with your teachers and classmates.


I love you, my dearest Mako. I love you very, very much.

Mommy


Wednesday, April 25, 2012

This One's For Daddy


Dear Daddy,

I'm sorry we weren't able to stay longer when we visited you last week. Manoy Joji and I wanted to but we really had to go back to Manila because of our work and our family. Thank you for understanding.

When I saw you at the hospital bed last week looking very weak, I felt like crying. Hindi ako sanay, Dad. I have always remembered you as someone very fit, healthy, and strong. Maybe you really didn't want us to see you sick and weak kaya you kept on insisting that you were okay (even if you weren't) and that we didn't need to fly home (when we really needed to). But it's okay to be weak, every now and then, Dad. I have come to realize that now, after 33 years of my existence. You don't have to be Superman all the time for us, Dad.

I will always be here for you. Alam ko Manoy Joji feels the same way. Please don't ever think na makakaistorbo ka sa amin and that you would be a burden to us. You have raised us well. We will take care of you and Mommy. We will always be here for you.

Thank you, Dad, for everything. You have taught me so many things. They weren't really "fun" then but now I am grateful that you have been very patient with me because now I understand and appreciate all the words of wisdom and discipline you have imparted to me.

I will always be your little girl and you will always have a special place in my heart.

I love you, Dad.

Maan



Monday, April 9, 2012

Good Health

During younger years, kapag ang wish for you ay good health parang ang baduy 'di ba? Ngayon, I really really appreciate it if people wish and pray that I be blessed with good health. At isa na rin ako sa mga laging nagwi-wish for good health sa mga friends and relatives on their birthdays and other occasions. Deadma kung iisipin ding baduy ng mga kabataan ngayon. Alam kong pagdating ng araw, maiintindihan nila ako.

Totoo palang ang kalusugan ang tunay na kayamanan ng isang tao. My 33-year old self knows that now. Ako na ang praning sa mga sakit-sakit. Ako na ang super natatakot tuwing nakakakita ng mga feature sa TV tungkol sa mga taong may malubha or kakaibang sakit. Scared talaga ako, mga 'te, magkasakit at mamatay nang maliliit pa ang mga anak ko. Sino naman ang hindi, 'di ba? Kawawa naman ang mga anak ko kung mawawala ako agad. Alam kong wala nang papantay sa pagmamahal at pag-aalaga na kaya kong ibigay sa kanila dahil ako ang nanay nila.

I admire our lolos and lolas... ang galing nila... and blessed, too. To be able to see your children finish their studies, pursue the things they are passionate about and have their own family... malaking blessing talaga from the Lord. I pray to be blessed with good health and long life also. Gusto ko pang mag-alaga ng mga apo. Gusto ko munang makitang okay na ang mga anak ko... may trabaho, may asawa at mga anak na mag-aalaga, maayos ang pamumuhay, etc... bago ako magpa-game over.

Please, Lord. Please, Mama Mary. Dinggin po Ninyo ang aking panalangin. I promise to be good. Susulitin ko po, promise. Maraming salamat po in advance.



I love these boys dearly. Sila ang dahilan kung bakit gabi-gabi, I pray to be blessed with good health and long life... para maalagaan ko pa sila.


I'm so senti on my first day at work after the Holy Week.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

My July Wish List

If you happen to see my fairy godmother, please tell her that my heart wishes for...

... baby Keisha's speedy recovery. Please make her well again. We miss her already. She should be at home with us, her family.
... tinnitus to stop bugging me.
... carcinoma to stay away from me and my loved ones.

If she feels generous today, please tell her that these things will also make me happy:
(1) an unexpected bonus or raise
(2) more ads and readers for my blog, and
(3) high grades for the Kuyas

Thank you and good night!

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Towards a More Prayerful Me

This weekend, I also visited St. Paul's (SM North EDSA). Grabe, napakarami na palang klase ng mga novena! Lahat ng concerns, meron! Here are the prayer books I got for myself today:














The novenas were sold at only Php7.00 each. I bought the rosary guide for only Php30.00. Another great find , right?

Friday, July 22, 2011

Feelin' Old

I feel old. Why?

(1) My Facebook status yesterday said, "These frequent visits to the doctor make me feel old." Oh, yes they do! Sa sobrang dalas ko pumunta sa St. Luke's Medical Center (QC) for check-up and laboratory tests, Hubby was asking me na if St. Luke's na ang bago kong paboritong pasyalan at hindi na SM. Nakakaloka, 'di ba? That's how frequent I had to visit my doctors lately. Take note, doctors, in plural form. Parang namakyaw kasi ako lately ng mga problema sa kalusugan. I feel old.

(2) I have been trying to lose weight but the scale just won't budge. As in. I admit, I have not really been following a specific diet for weight loss (although I have tried so many times) pero, I swear, I don't overeat! Plus, I went back to running since summer of this year. Dati, sisiw sa akin ang pagpapapayat. Dati 'yun. I feel old.

(3) Hindi na kaya ng powers ko ang pagpupuyat. I am usually asleep na by 9pm and awake na by 6am. Weekend ito ha! I feel old.

(4) Last night was date night for Hubby and me. Son #1 had no classes yesterday so without him around (Hubby usually drives him to and from school kasi), Hubby and I had the chance to go out after office. We were so eager I called home pa to tell the Kuyas that their Dad and I will be coming home late. We had dinner and a few drinks. We were on our way home na by 8pm, I think. 8pm?! Gimik na 'yun? I feel old.

'Nuff said.




Wednesday, June 29, 2011

My Everything

Everything that matters to me is on this bed right now...




Tuesday, June 28, 2011

(Some of) Mommy's Favorite Things



Here goes another list from moi:

  • My HTC Desire HD - Got this last May 8, 2011 (Mom's Day). Hubby really loves me! I love this phone because it has a big screen, super clear resolution, perfectly sensitive touch-screen, and it gives me easy access to all the applications and sites I love (Facebook, Twitter, Friend Stream, Tumblr, Reader, and Period Tracker). Plus, it's not as expensive as the iPhone.

  • My Nokia E71 - My ever reliable Nokia phone is another gift from my Hubby (Christmas, about 5 yrs. ago). The phone is also wi-fi ready and the battery life is longer. When in a hurry to send an SMS or make a call, I reach for this phone. I also use this phone to access Sun Cellular's free Facebook access via 0.facebook.com.

  • My CDR-King Music Player - All my favorite tracks are in this slim and inexpensive gadget. =)

  • My Timex Marathon Watch - I got this on sale! For a very reasonable price, I have a sports watch I can wear during runs and dress-down days.

  • My white Parker pen - A Christmas gift from a good friend, this pen is always, always in my bag. I think my handwriting looks better when I use this pen. Hahaha!

    And of course, this:

    My Samsung ST30. I call this my "Mommy camera" because:

  • It's very affordable and friendly to the family budget.

  • It's so small (the size of an average mobile phone), I can easily bring it with me and take pictures of my boys anytime, anywhere! Its size also makes it the perfect camera to bring during fun runs.

  • It's sooo girly... it comes in hot pink and with a nice-looking pouch.

    Oh, for the techies.. It's a 10-megapixel camera with a 28mm lens and a 3x power optical zoom. It also has this cool Digital Image Stabilization System which allows me to take clear pictures even during runs. It has other features but you just have to go google it because this Mommy is not as techie as you are. =)
  • Tuesday, January 5, 2010

    The Year That Was


    Here's a quick look at the events and people that shaped my family's 2009:
    • I got a little teary-eyed on New Year's Day (Jan. 1, 2009) as I reminisced how happy Hubby and I were when the home pregnancy test showed two lines (positive) exactly a year before (Jan. 1, 2008) and how thankful we were that everything went well for me and our baby who was almost four months old then. We were reminded that God listens and He knows what is best for all of us.

    • I met Jen (of Latch) who helped me survive difficult phases of my mission to breastfeed my baby for at least a year. Thank you, Jen, for all the support you have given me. Truly, breastfeeding is a wonderful experience. Our family continues to enjoy the benefits and rewards of breastfeeding up to now and the decision to breastfeed is something I will never regret. I continue to pray that more mothers will choose to breastfeed.

    • Our trip to Roxas City during the 2nd quarter of the year brought the family closer and gave Hubby and I our much-needed break. It also felt nice to go back to my hometown and reunite with relatives and old friends.

    • The family enjoyed 3 getaways last 2009: Roxas City trip last April-May, EK and overnight in Laguna last June, and 3-day stay at King's Royal Hotel (Pampanga) last August.

    • Our baby turned 1 last September 2, 2009. Although the celebration was simple, he enjoyed the company of people closest to him... Mommy, Daddy, Kuyas, Mamu, Dadu, cousins, Tito Ninong, Titos and Titas, and his Ate Ging.
    • My long overdue project of setting up a blog for me and my family was finally taken out of my "to do list!" Hello, Mommyholic and A Peek Inside Our Box! :)

    • Mako also attended his first Halloween party in Mommy's office and got a special award. He came as a baby bat. Hehehe.

    • Kuya Maki received his First Communion last December 8, 2009...another reminder for Daddy and Mommy that the kids are growing up fast.

    • A big family secret was revealed by Daddy and Mommy to the Kuyas last Christmas. Clue: They officially became newly-appointed Santa helpers. Hehehe!

    2009 was a great year for the family. Our home continues to overflow with love, warmth and happiness. Thank you, Lord, for all the blessings and for keeping our family together. Please continue to watch over us and our loved ones. You know what is best for all of us...



    Tuesday, October 20, 2009

    Like Father, Like Son

    Remember my little Funny Guy?


    Well, here's his Dad...

    There's never a dull moment with my boys around! :)







    Monday, October 19, 2009

    Mommy and Kuya

    This, so far, is my favorite picture of me and my firstborn, Miko, who is now 11 years old. As his mom, I've learned that:
    • Miko is a little cranky in the morning so it is best to let him be. He'll warm up a little later. :)
    • Like Mommy, he can listen to his favorite song over and over (and over and over and over...) again.
    • Miko prefers pasta with white sauce (fettucine alfredo and carbonara).
    • A complete fastfood meal for Miko would be: 1 piece chicken (spicy), 2 cups of rice, burger, large coke and 1 hot fudge or Oreo McFlurry. I'm comforted by the thought that he is a growing boy and he is also into sports (basketball).
    • Miko can now stay up at a much later time than I can! Good thing he is only allowed to do this on Friday and Saturday nights.
    • My son is not a morning person. No matter how much sleep he gets, we still have to drag him out of bed every single day.
    • Miko dances very well. My li'l boy has rhythm!
    • Like his Dad, he loves trivia. He enjoys watching Animal Planet, National Geographic, History Channel and Kap's Amazing Stories. This is sooooo not Mommy!
    • He can't get enough of The Flying Fiesta at Enchanted Kingdom.
    • He is innately smart in Math and Science... something which still amazes me and Hubby.

    Finally, at 11 years old, my Miko is still that sweet little boy who wants Mommy by his side when he's not feeling well or when he's in pain...who calls Mommy in the office because he can't wait to tell her they won a game today... who is so proud to show Mommy off to his classmates during school events.

    I am just so happy to be his Mom!





    Sunday, October 18, 2009

    Me, Myself & I




    Some things you may not know about me yet.

    1. Human bodies are normally composed of blood and water. I think mine’s made up of blood and soda.

    2. I would rather listen to my music player than watch TV. As a teenager, I spent most of my free time listening to my favorite songs inside my room.

    3. When I do watch TV, I choose one show/program and stick to it. I hate switching channels even during commercial breaks.

    4. I can’t stand heavy metal music.

    5. I love videokes.

    6. My family matters more to me than anything else. I can and will give up my career to become a fulltime mom and wife anytime Hubby asks me to.

    7. As a student, the subject I least liked was History / Social Studies.

    8. Back in elementary and high school, I never got a grade below 90%.

    9. I love dancing and it loves me back.

    10. I have two cool brothers who always come to my rescue at any time of day. Tested, proven and much appreciated!

    11. I rarely miss deadlines.

    12. I love presents and surprises! Who doesn’t?

    13. I love Reese’s peanut butter cups.

    14. I never liked the taste of tofu.

    15. I’m lousy at sports.

    16. I can listen to Frank Sinatra’s “I’ve Got You Under My Skin” over and over again.

    17. “Beautiful In my Eyes” and “The Way You Look Tonight” top my list of sweetest songs a man can ever sing for the love of his life.

    18. I have always wanted to learn how to play the piano.

    19. I hate root beer.

    20. I am my parents’ only daughter and I think that even though I’m not the youngest, I am and will always be the baby of the family.

    21. I don’t think I can handle long-distance relationships.

    22. I love traveling… only if it means bringing Hubby and the kids along.

    23. The movie “The Story of Us” never fails to make me cry.

    24. Even as a little girl, I preferred the color blue over pink. I thought pink was too girly. I still do.

    25. I am very particular about the clothes I wear but prefer going classic over trendy.

    26. I always come to work at least an hour early. I enjoy having some “me” time of peace and quiet before the hustle and bustle.

    27. I get irritated by people who are too full of themselves that they forget being part of a bigger whole.

    28. I also get irritated by people who mask envy with indifference.

    29. I prefer “Chocolait” over ”Chuckie” and yes, there’s a difference!

    30. I find older men more attractive than younger men or men my age.

    31. I’m very affectionate. I love to hug and kiss… and to be hugged and kissed in return.

    So there, 31 things about 31-year old me.

    Wednesday, October 14, 2009

    When the Clock Stopped Ticking

    Every time a promo girl at the mall asks for my age when I claim promo items or prizes, I would answer “thirty” with my I’m-not-like-the-others-I-don’t-mind-telling-you-my-age look.

    So here’s the case. Hubby’s younger sister turned 30 yesterday. I don’t know why but while I was in the shower this morning, I said to myself, “Hey, I’m only a month older than she is.” I was still smiling while thinking about the age gap between me and Hubby when I suddenly stopped. Something just didn’t seem right.

    Wait a minute. I was born 1978. It’s 2009. I can’t be thirty!

    And so I did the math and remembered I turned thirty-one last month. Alone at my desk and in front of my computer, I giggle like crazy just thinking about the many times I said “thirty” to the promo girls at the mall during the past weeks. Hahaha! Now, I understand why I got blank faces for about three minutes when I interviewed housewives before and asked for their age. Somehow, a woman’s age counter just stops ticking at 30.

    Tuesday, October 13, 2009

    Mommy Projects

    Here’s a list of the things I plan to do when I have more time to spend at home (and I mean more time… say, two to three months of paid vacation):

    1. Hold a garage sale. Yes, we have accumulated too many stuff over the past nine years that our home is filled to the brim. I know I have to do some major sorting and I need to identify the things that we can do without. Hubby and I are guilty of buying things just because they’re on sale and justifying these purchases with, “We might need them eventually.” As of this writing, we have so many things in the house that can be labeled under this category.

    This will be a little tricky, though, because the last time I tried to get rid of stuff we haven’t been using for at least a year, here’s what happened:

    Me: Babe, don’t you think it’s time to get rid of these? They’ve been sitting there for the past year unused. I think we need more space.

    Hubby: But Mommy, remember we had a reason for buying them. We have to recall why we bought them before we decide if we really need to get rid of them.

    That’s it. I gave up. The mental activity was far more tiring I knew I’d end up with a terrible migraine!

    2. Fix the other room for my not-so-little boys. I really have to do this soon. I’m two years away from having a teenager in the house.

    3. Do some major housekeeping (read as makeovers for the living and dining room). Okay, okay! The entire house needs a makeover!

    4. Sort the many, many family pictures stored in our computer and pick the ones that should be printed. Hence, it’s also time to update our photo library.

    5. Learn how to cook. I love spending time in the kitchen and I dream of being so kitchen savvy that my hubby and kids would prefer my cooking over dining out.

    6. Read all those books I bought each time I promised myself I’d catch up on my reading but never had the chance to.

    7. Watch the DVDs I bought. These are the ones filed under “Mommy’s Stuff…” usually romantic comedy films and Korean drama series.

    8. Think of a small home business I can easily manage even after I go back to work.

    9. Find ways to increase traffic on my site. Although I started blogging because I missed writing, I also welcome the idea of earning through my blogs. Hehehe!

    10. Sleep. Sleep. Sleep. How I love the idea of not having to wake up so early in the morning and drag yourself to the bathroom because you have to report for work!

    Wondering why the list didn’t include spending more time with my family? Because I already spend most of my free time with them hence my backlogs on the above. Hahaha! I suck at housekeeping but I think my being a wife and a mom matter more. Don’t you agree? =)

    PS: I think I need more than three months to do all these! Hahaha!

    Tuesday, September 29, 2009

    Reflections and Prayers After Ondoy


    Since last week, I have been trying to write something about Ondoy. I was home alone with the kids during that unforgettable weekend as Hubby volunteered on a medical mission and our helper took the weekend off. The heavy rain brought by Ondoy caused heavy traffic and flood everywhere that Hubby and I both decided it was best for him to spend the evening in Pampanga. Besides, he wouldn't be able to enter our subdivision as the flood had reached chest level and the current was strong. I saw tables and benches being swept away. This was only Saturday afternoon and the rain showed no signs of stopping. The kids and I were clueless of what was happening with the rest of Metro Manila as we had no electricity during most of the afternoon because we had to turn the main switch off. Flood reached our home and when it subsided the following day, I knew we had to do some major clean-up as mud and garbage were everywhere.

    When I finally learned about what other people went through because of Ondoy, I realized how small my concerns were and how thankful I should be that we are all safe and we still have our home. The following week, I heard, saw and read about the many stories of survival, heroism and loss because of typhoon Ondoy.

    Here are some thoughts and prayers after typhoon Ondoy...

    My family is the most precious blessing I have received from God. The safety of my Hubby and kids matters most to me. I saw that this is also true for victims of Ondoy who remained thankful and considered themselves blessed because even though they lost their homes and most of their belongings, their loved ones were safe.


    During emergencies and other urgent situations, one will find that sudden surge of strength you never knew you had. Home alone with my kids, I knew that no matter what, I will never give up looking for ways to keep us all safe. The stories of survival have been told and I admire the people who remained strong and determined to fight for their lives and survive Ondoy. I also salute the heroes of Ondoy who selflessly and courageously helped rescue friends, neighbors and even strangers. You have reminded me that at the end of the day, we are all brothers and sisters in this world.


    Blessings are meant to be shared. I was touched by the downpour of donations from people from various walks of life and to me, it is not how big the amount but how sincere the heart is that really matters. God will bless each and every one who helped the victims in their own special way.


    Truly, material possessions will not stay with us forever. In one fleeting moment, they can all disappear. I pray that we will all learn to value those that really matter in life – our family and friends. Thanks to a good friend, I have also been reminded to always make the most of the time I am able to spend with my loved ones and to always let them know how important they are to me and how much love I have for them. I think most of us are living a renewed life after realizing how quick life on earth can be. I promised myself I will be a better mother, wife, daughter, sister, friend, colleague, etc. from now on. I promised myself I will stop sweating over small stuff. Misunderstandings should be settled. The friendship/relationship is far more important than winning the fight/argument.


    When the rain was pouring heavily as if never wanting to stop, the wind was blowing hard and flood was rising, I shivered at the thought that we are helpless when nature strikes back. Nature can be our best friend and our worst enemy. I pray that all of us will be more mindful of the things we do that affect the environment and do our share in preserving nature.


    I agree with Hubby when he said that Ondoy and its aftermath can bring the best and the worst in each of us. I was saddened by news about people taking advantage of the many relief operations and fund-raising activities being conducted for the victims of Ondoy. At this time of need, I pray that these people will set aside personal interests and think about the many people who are starving, homeless and suffering from illnesses after Ondoy.


    I pray that each and everyone of us will learn from what happened and will try to be better persons. I pray… because prayers will always be heard by The One who created us all.

    Wednesday, September 9, 2009

    When I Became a Mom


    When I became a Mom…

    1. I forgot what sleeping through the night meant as I had to wake up every three hours or so to feed the baby.
    2. I stopped needing an alarm clock to make sure I didn’t oversleep in the morning. My baby’s cry was more than enough to jumpstart my day.
    3. I began to wonder where my waistline went. It left without saying goodbye.
    4. I recorded everything that went in and out of my baby’s system (read as how many ounces of milk he consumed and how frequent he pooped) just to make sure everything was okay. I never did that for myself.
    5. My sense of hearing became my superpower. I hear every sound my baby makes, even if I am in the other room.
    6. I began frowning upon forms that asked me to indicate my weight.
    7. Social life meant email and sms exchanges as well as phone conversations with friends.
    8. I became a worrywart.
    9. To assess whether an item is expensive or reasonable, I began converting it in terms of diaper and milk denomination.
    10. I stopped wearing white.

    Yes, things have changed since the babies came but to all three of them I say, these little sacrifices are nothing compared to the joy that they have given me.

    To my Miko, Maki and Mako…

    1. I don’t mind waking up every three hours or so to feed you because it is during those quiet times when our bond as mother and child becomes stronger. The unique gift of being able to provide your nourishment makes me feel significant in this world.
    2. Every morning, I am reminded of how blessed I am because of the gift of “you.” I learned how to give unconditional love because you have given me the same.
    3. I realized how much I have changed. Beyond the physical changes, you brought direction to my life, made me stronger and more responsible. You also brought me closer to God.
    4. I realized that the seed of selflessness is one characteristic that is present in everyone and becoming a mother (a parent, for that matter) awakens that part of us.
    5. Neither space nor distance can weaken that special connection we have, having been inside of me for quite some time.
    6. Weight has become only a number… one which (I admit) I still try to reduce but if given the chance to choose, I would still choose to have you even it meant a heavier, rounder me.
    7. I am happiest when I am with you and so I look forward to spending every minute of my life with you.
    8. I love you and want all that is best for you… and so I want to be there to personally attend to your every need. Yes, honey, Mommy will always be here for you.
    9. I hope to be able to provide your every need as well and give you a comfortable life… because you deserve only the best.
    10. Playtime is funtime for Mommy, too. I want you to have happy childhood memories to bring with you when you grow up. I will also cherish them and reminisce every now and then when I am already old.

    So see, I have no regret at all that I had you. You are God’s greatest gift to me and every night, as I watch you sleep, I will always be thankful for the wonderful experience of being a Mom. I love you with all my heart.